I used to roll the dice

"Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes

Listen as the crowd would sing:

"Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!"

One minute I held the key

Next the walls were closed on me

And I discovered that my castles stand

Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand..."

Yes, um, today.

I thought today was alright.

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Why can't all librarians be nice, like the nice one at school? She lets me borrow without my card, helps me out all the time. The one's at Burwood are such cows. I owe a dollar and twenty cents to the bitches, because my book was slightly overdue. SORRY! Jesus, get a life, you middle aged kill-joys. Hahaha.

A little funny moment tonight was with:

The Foxtel Guy.

So he came to our door, knocked, I opened it and then BAM!

I was blown away by his eyes.

THEY WERE FANTASTICALLY BLUE.

His skin was dark which made his eyes look absolutely magical.

I think he could tell that I thought he was incredible... 'cause he couldn't stop smiling.

Maybe he was embarrassed. Either way, it was funny.

It's a shame that we miss people.

I mean, usually people are so transitional. They go in and out of our lives, sometimes changing it, sometimes not.

But there are some people who come into our lives, no matter how short, and they change it all around.

They can shake it all up or just rattle a few chains, but irrespective of the impact, they end up being missed when they're gone for a while too long.

Why do we miss people?

I guess it's 'cause we just want to feel something. I miss people personally because of the way they treated me in the moments with them.

`~SIGH~`