All I wann say is that they dont really care about us

"Skinhead, deadhead
Everybody gone bad
Situation aggravation
Everybody allegation
in the suite, on the news
everybody dogfood
Bang bang shock dead
Everybodys gone bad..."

It's coming to the end of a particularly trying day and I'm glad that it's over. I must say I am disappointed. Not in what I got; Liturgy is fine with me. I just wish that sometimes people could be more like me. I don't mean to sound arrogant, but I know myself well enough to trust that I tell the truth. I wish everyone could see the truth. To be honest, I know the truth about most people, seeing through the crap, the fake, the illusions. I don't want to offend anyone, please, that was never my intention. Though I do like to wish to say that it's not your job, nor is it mine. Anyone else could do the same thing. I am proud of how I was today. That has to be enough.

I'm frustrated by the system, annoyed that we have to be the Guinea Pigs in the experiment. All I can do is be the best at what I am. Stick to my guns and earn it. Deserve it? I cannot say. All I know is myself.

All I know is the now.

I wish people would just look at themselves. People in general, no-one specific. I can't force wisdom into the minds of others. I can't make people understand. I only hope they listen to my advice, because I do think things through before I say them, and I mean what I say. Also, be careful with your words. This blog is probably a stupid thing for me to do, but I need it. And so do you.